Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson

2000 Printz Honor Book

It was an honor to read this book. I had all but forgotten about it, I had never even glanced at the back of it even though I had shelved it at the store a dozen or so times. Then, (and I'm a little embarrassed to admit this) I caught a made-for-tv movie on Lifetime based on the story.

I was so impressed, I had to pick up this title.

Melinda, the main character, is introduced at the beginning of the school year, an outcast--scorned for breaking up a party at the end of summer by calling the cops. The story continues through the school year, all told in first person, but yet Melinda hardly ever speaks herself--not to her old friends, not to her teachers, and not to her parents.

As the book progresses, you experience the situation that caused Melinda to call the police that fateful night, and understand why she won't speak. Anderson does such an accurate job at depicting the teenage angst that comes from tragedy, you will find it hard to breathe at points in this book.

I will give a small caveat...this is definitely NOT for the Newberry set. It's quite intense in places, and I probably wouldn't give it to anyone younger than a very mature middle schooler or high schoolers. If you have a teenager, this is a great way to start a conversation about a tough subject.

This book is about recovery after rape (this doesn't spoil anything). It's a topic that is not discussed frequently enough in a generation that experiences it far too often. The details are discussed in an abstract way, but you feel the fear and panic that Melinda feels. One of the most stunning statements I read was actually in the interview with Anderson following the story, where she states that most boys who read the book are suprised that sexual assault is such a problem for girls. They don't think it's any big deal until they follow Melinda's point of view.

To wrap up, this should be a must-read for all high school age kids and adults. I cried when I watched the Lifetime movie, and cried even harder while reading the book. In the end though, Melinda gives me hope that you can overcome even the worst situations.

Finally, as an addendum, I will recommend the Lifetime movie, starring Kristen Stewart as Melinda, especially for the reluctant reader. It is so close to the original story, I didn't even mind adding the movie poster to this post.